Let me be clear up front, I do not suffer from mental illness, but have watched friends suffer. I was very angry in my early 20s, I don't know if I was sick, but I was very angry. My coping mechanism was simple; punch something that couldn't break. The funny thing about that is that bones break easier the materials I would punch and I broke both hands a couple of times each, I can do a pretty cool/gross trick with my right hand, haha.
Upon reflecting on these emotions and a darker time, I wanted to create an image that captured torment and anger. This is a 10 second exposure; time passes differently when you're angry. I added the grain/noise in post to create a gritty, unpolished atmosphere.
Here's to better days!